Life is full of surprises. Still. They say sometimes it is better not to know everything. Well I can argue that the bad truth is better than the sweetest lie. Besides, stinky submarine could not be hidden forever. It had to hit me one day anyway, so I can only keep wondering what was the point of that lesson. Really, I am not such a strong person to handle with all of this stupid shit, I am just a little young woman pretending to be. Well...At least now I know how it hurts. And know that I would never neither do or wish that to anyone...